
I’m slowly warming up to the very possible and probable reality that I will not gain admission into the local universities here so the past few nights I’ve been researching on tertiary education in Australia. This development is pretty remarkable okay, considering how in the past few weeks, I was the girl who looked at the various ads by NUS and NTU and prayed and begged really hard that I be given a chance to be part of their alumni (SMU gave me false hope sia, so I cursed their models / student ambassadors).
Pursuing an overseas education is not going to be easy for sure. Settling in to a different rhythm of life, having to call a foreign country home for the next few years, facing the nadirs and zeniths of life without my family and friends here is going to be mothertough but I guess no pain no gain. Plus, I’ll have to be very frugal and not splurge on unnecessary (but really pretty!) stuff. Food might be a bit of a problem, depending on where I go (UNSW won’t present much of a problem in terms of halal food availability. The main shopping centre nearby has 6 halal restaurants!). On second thought, I really should take some weight off, I’ve been told I look pudgier and have a big ass (thanks ah, you) so anyplace with a lack of halal restaurants would not be so bad, haha.
I’m going to miss my family, my BFF, my dear PWC, Hunk (HAHA), my girrrrlfriend :P and all the other people who made my days kickass but that hardly matters right. They’re all gonna be busy living their lives in this tiny red dot, esp the PWC who are gonna be preoccupied with crushing over the English Lit prof and new guys in their new schools and whatnot.
I’m still keeping my fingers crossed for admission to either NUS or NTU, however unlikely that may be, but in the event that doesn’t work out, I guess I still have a Plan B. Plus, I might have a real shot at pursuing a degree course that I actually want to do instead of castoff choices that a student with my abysmal grades will most likely warrant.
Now to put the gears in motion.
I need to find a full time job again and save up for hefty tuition fees!
Wish me luck, people.
p/s. Congrats Eunice for making it into Eng Lit fac in NTU! You can continue swooning over that angmoh! Oh yeah, take pics plz, I haven’t gotten a glimpse of how he looks like. According to my other sources, he’s cute but they have questionable tastes (as do you; Remember Renji? LOLZ).